stop fucking posting just stop i cant i cant i cant stop i cant stop crying and throwing and screaming i can barely stop long enough to type but i need to i need to talk to someone my support worker shes gone she didnt have time to talk to me this afternoon i dont even know whats wrong but i cant stop its not stopping or going away and i just i cant handle it i cant doo getting upset every day i dont even know why i am this upset now i cant cant cant just. itds too much everything is too much. i cant explain whats worng because i dont know i cant think cant think *** *** calm the *** down i cant i cant breathe. breathe. i cant. ineed to cut myself. but that will just make ANOTHER problem for me and i just need them to stop and it wont they wont i need everything to stop im sorry. stop posting you idiot.