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bad days

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I don't even know where to put this. It is very bad because I barely ever help anyone else here but you can't ask for help if you don't help. I don't even know what sort of help i need. All I know is I'm crashing. BSOD. These things keep happening that make it hard for me to not fall apart. I was going to write about them but I can't. But the latest is I did not get paid. Which meant I could not afford to get the bus to my part time job which I really enjoy. Which meant I am having another REALLY BAD DAY. There have been too many REALLY BAD DAYS recently. It just isn't worth living anymore.

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  • thank you longman. my mental health advisor (who I am not even allowed to SEE anymore, because I dont attend university anymore) was very good at preventing meltdowns when she was with me she was harsh but it interrupted the thoughts and it was what I needed. But I don't have her anymore. And I am a girl. I don't know how to show that on here other than have a pink avatar or something. But that's not very me Im not that girly and have gender issues because i hate having breasts and want them cut off. But I still identify as female.

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  • thank you longman. my mental health advisor (who I am not even allowed to SEE anymore, because I dont attend university anymore) was very good at preventing meltdowns when she was with me she was harsh but it interrupted the thoughts and it was what I needed. But I don't have her anymore. And I am a girl. I don't know how to show that on here other than have a pink avatar or something. But that's not very me Im not that girly and have gender issues because i hate having breasts and want them cut off. But I still identify as female.

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