bad days

I don't even know where to put this. It is very bad because I barely ever help anyone else here but you can't ask for help if you don't help. I don't even know what sort of help i need. All I know is I'm crashing. BSOD. These things keep happening that make it hard for me to not fall apart. I was going to write about them but I can't. But the latest is I did not get paid. Which meant I could not afford to get the bus to my part time job which I really enjoy. Which meant I am having another REALLY BAD DAY. There have been too many REALLY BAD DAYS recently. It just isn't worth living anymore.

Parents
  • thank you everyone. I am feeling much better. I ended up being very silly and walked all the way to the centre that diagnosed me and lay on the floor in their waiting room with some hay and a water snake until someone came to find me. I felt better there immediately because I knew someone would understand me and what I needed. One of the ladies who assessed me found me and said she was just finishing typing up my letter and let me wait until it was finished and I took it home with me. That made me feel much better. I still don't know about the medication. What medications benefit other people with ASD?

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  • thank you everyone. I am feeling much better. I ended up being very silly and walked all the way to the centre that diagnosed me and lay on the floor in their waiting room with some hay and a water snake until someone came to find me. I felt better there immediately because I knew someone would understand me and what I needed. One of the ladies who assessed me found me and said she was just finishing typing up my letter and let me wait until it was finished and I took it home with me. That made me feel much better. I still don't know about the medication. What medications benefit other people with ASD?

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