bad days

I don't even know where to put this. It is very bad because I barely ever help anyone else here but you can't ask for help if you don't help. I don't even know what sort of help i need. All I know is I'm crashing. BSOD. These things keep happening that make it hard for me to not fall apart. I was going to write about them but I can't. But the latest is I did not get paid. Which meant I could not afford to get the bus to my part time job which I really enjoy. Which meant I am having another REALLY BAD DAY. There have been too many REALLY BAD DAYS recently. It just isn't worth living anymore.

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  • What is BSOD?  It's not true that you cannot ask for help if you don't help others.  Eventually at some point, you will be in a position to offer help and guidance to others who are going through the same things you went through, anyway.

    Have you had an assessment of need through the council, as an adult with a disability?  That could bring much needed support.  If you Google your areas adult social services and go from there.

    If you are suicidal ring Samaritans and ask them to guide you to the right place to get help.

    Are you on any meds?  If not, do see your GP even if you are against them per se, sometimes just a few months on them can see you through.

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  • What is BSOD?  It's not true that you cannot ask for help if you don't help others.  Eventually at some point, you will be in a position to offer help and guidance to others who are going through the same things you went through, anyway.

    Have you had an assessment of need through the council, as an adult with a disability?  That could bring much needed support.  If you Google your areas adult social services and go from there.

    If you are suicidal ring Samaritans and ask them to guide you to the right place to get help.

    Are you on any meds?  If not, do see your GP even if you are against them per se, sometimes just a few months on them can see you through.

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