Published on 12, July, 2020
today is officially the 2yr anniversary of my friend's death, which is why I AM still feeling suicidal. Hi, guys so um I shouldn't be saying this basically I um well I had my exam in city works but I passed that isn't the reason. 1 because my meeting was canceled for Friday and 2 because today marks the 2 yrs anniversary of my friend [name removed by Mod] . I'm crying while listening to suicidal music didn't phone my MH team or anything to go and search for her. bye
Hi KJ1234,I'm really sorry to hear about your friend passing away and that you're having suicidal thoughts. Please do reach out for support if you can. Your GP can make sure you get appropriate help and support.
If it’s outside your GP hours call 111 to reach the NHS 111 service:
https://www.nhs.uk/nhs-services/urgent-and-emergency-care-services/when-to-use-111/
Some other organisations that can help:
The Samaritans also provide confidential non-judgemental emotional support, 24 hours a day on 116 123, or by email on jo@samaritans.org.
MIND have information pages on coping with self harm or suicidal feelings based on the experiences of people who’ve been through it that you may find helpful.
If you are very close to doing something to hurt yourself - call 999 now or go to your nearest A&E department. There should be someone there to support you and make sure you get ongoing support.
You can find more information here:
https://www.autism.org.uk/advice-and-guidance/topics/mental-health/suicide Best wishes,Ross - mod