hospital anxiety

Life is always a series of choices with a series of negotiations. I started to recognise certain things were more important than others, such as spending time with someone I love, as time is something we can't earn or create. 

I would go. I'd work out a way to make it slightly more enjoyable by wearing cozy woollens and bringing a flask of coffee. This way there's a little decadence in the unbearable environment and it just tips the scales ever so slightly to help me stay focused on the indulgent bits. Just an idea. And maybe bring something to make it more enjoyable for my grandparents.

hi thx for replying

it was hard but I went in to the hospital. Lots of noise in there lots of people but some how i managed to block every thing out i just focused on seeing my grampy n it worked. Seeing him was really hard hes had a stroke my mum says and he wasnt awake im not sure he even new i was there. I spoke to him tho told him bout school n christmas hope fully he heard me.

Tired now but I'm glad i did it. 

I don't like coffee so i took juice increase 

hi thx for replying

it was hard but I went in to the hospital. Lots of noise in there lots of people but some how i managed to block every thing out i just focused on seeing my grampy n it worked. Seeing him was really hard hes had a stroke my mum says and he wasnt awake im not sure he even new i was there. I spoke to him tho told him bout school n christmas hope fully he heard me.

Tired now but I'm glad i did it. 

I don't like coffee so i took juice increase 

Well done! They're harsh spaces to navigate.

If you go back maybe take ear plugs and sunglasses. Now you know what you're getting into, you can go better prepared. :)