Well.. I am. It's annoying because when I was with my friends last week, I felt I would of rather been alone so I actually had time to do everything I wanted to do.
And now that I'm alone, I do realy enjoy it but the only problem is, I'm still feeling depressed or worried about something. So yeah, it kind of is really awkward because I stil just feel stressed either way, but overall I do prefer to be alone though like now because I;m enjoying it more. When I was with my friends last week, I also got really annoyed when we're walking together because my mate and his girlfriend walked on ahead without me, then the other 2 who are boys who are also my mates, I got annoyed with them as well because it seemed like because I said something to defend myself a few hours ago to get my point accross, they seemed to team up against me leaving me feeling isolated, 2 of them were walking together behind me and the other 2 were walking together in front of me.
My best mate was really talkative with me and because he has a girlfriend now to join us going everywhere on Saturdays (we all knew eachother before they became in a relationship at first) ever since they are now together, he doesn't even walk with the group anymore. So yeah, so much for close friends, I'm basically annoyed with all of them... and that is 4 friends I hang out with.
