Anybody game for a chat?

Eyup Stephen, I'm Dan, from Rotherham, South Yorkshire.  I'm 45 and also not horrible lol.

What do you want to talk about?  A general rant or something specific - you say you're full of hate.  Do you want to talk about that?

Eyup Stephen, I'm Dan, from Rotherham, South Yorkshire.  I'm 45 and also not horrible lol.

What do you want to talk about?  A general rant or something specific - you say you're full of hate.  Do you want to talk about that?

Hate.. it’s a strong word. I’ve no idea, some reason or another I gave an album ‘way of the fist’ as background music a try. It was all new to me and pulled me right in. It’s my life all over. 

im trapped. My partners phone is FULL of nude selfies.. I found a pregnancy test behind the washing machine. She’s cheated on me around 10 times in 7yrs.. I’m consistently trying to kill myself because I have nobody and every girl I’ve met cheats on me! No lie! I self harm. My partner hates me something rotten and nobody will help me unless I cry wolf… but then the kids suffer (3 aint mine but know no different) my youngest was dna tested.. 99.9% mine.. I’m full of hate. I hung myself on Christmas Day and couldn’t even get that right twice! All I ended up with is knowing how simple it is and a bruise necklace. I self harm a lot. I currently have a smashed right hand and wrist and a lot of hateful words scarred into my skin. 

I love hate. 

sorry dude… I’ve been crying for help since Boxing Day. But like I said.. either destroy the only thing I have or suffer.. welcome to my hate