Had a wave of anxiety going into work this morning, not sure what that is all about. Supervisor has a day off today and I'm off one day during the week because I'm working Saturday. I'm gutted really as I love the rugby so I'll miss the start of the 6 nations but it's a rolling rota and it's only fair I do my turn.
i hand saw a lot as i am scared of my chainsaw. and am anti the petrol industry as much as possible so its slow going and I sorta enjoy it ( creating my own heat source ). I just about make enough firewood for each year.
spent 3 days chopping, sawing, chainsawing, splitting firewood for next year. Also chipping the branches for the compost heaps. Wore my ear defenders with builtin radio for 3 days solid.
Plan: Going to try and start the course about managing emotions in uncertainty (Here > https://www.coursera.org/learn/managing-emotions-uncertainty-stress, if anyone is interested), read a bit more of Disloyal by Michael Coen and (most importantly) talk a walk outside because the weather is lovely.
Of course she came back in the evening and complained that things weren't where she wanted them to be, I didn't say that if she wanted boxes in certain places she should have been there to tell us but I certainly thought it!
It's an ongoing thing with me and the supervisor, she's horrible and everyone just accepts that is her personality. If I were to pursue the process much further I'd basically be ostracised and unofficially black listed from working in other areas, the unions can't do much about things like that so it's not worth my while.
She's due to retire next year and I have an idea who will get her job so just holding out until someone semi-competent is back in management.
