Well yesterday was a nightmare, work have rearranged the staff room so my drawer has moved (only slightly but still) and there's new machines for me to use so that wasn't great. The new machines are upgrades to old equipment but I'm not dealing well with change just now and I wasn't given proper training as I was being showed how to work them by someone who had only used the machine once and briefly and then we got asked to take a medical student so I couldn't get my head into what's changed.
This morning I'm in the clinic with the new machines with someone who has never used them - just really? I'm struggling but keeping on top of it.
I'm finding it hard to settle, I have a lot going on in my head and can't organise my thoughts all that well. There's so much uncertainty in the atmosphere about redeployments and departments closing and I'm finding it hard to cope.
Well yesterday was a nightmare, work have rearranged the staff room so my drawer has moved (only slightly but still) and there's new machines for me to use so that wasn't great. The new machines are upgrades to old equipment but I'm not dealing well with change just now and I wasn't given proper training as I was being showed how to work them by someone who had only used the machine once and briefly and then we got asked to take a medical student so I couldn't get my head into what's changed.
This morning I'm in the clinic with the new machines with someone who has never used them - just really? I'm struggling but keeping on top of it.
I'm finding it hard to settle, I have a lot going on in my head and can't organise my thoughts all that well. There's so much uncertainty in the atmosphere about redeployments and departments closing and I'm finding it hard to cope.
