Hi Everyone

Hello everyone,

This is my first post on here,

I'm really not to sure how to start this... Not very good at this type of thing, so please bare with me 

I'm Cookies and I'm from the UK.

I have been struggling quite a lot the past year as I imagine most people are in these awful times. This current situation really doesn't help. I'm a very anxious and panicky person generally and alPensivel my routines have gone out the window since March. I have only managed to go outside of my house once since March and that was because my Dad died and I had to go to his funeral Pensive And it probably sounds really bad but if I could have got out of it I would... Not because he didn't mean a lot to me just I don't know really.

Anyway my main reason for posting on here was really to find out if anyone in the community has any ideas/ways that they have been able to get through these hard times? I get that not everything will work for everyone, just looking for insight to other peoples ways Slight smile

Anyway Thankyou for reading to the end! I'm really anxious about posting this and I think ive proof read it enough times.

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  • Seriously, I find music to help get me through.

    After my mum died, the music I listened to got me over the hump. However, I had to grow up, and my musical scope became more eclectic. I don't care about modern music, I listen to the seminal material of the past who influenced my favourite bands growing up.

    At the moment, I'm feeling disappointed; and listening to dark, melancholy stuff. But bad moods do pass.

    My dad was killed in the Northern Ireland 'Troubles' and I developed survivor's guilt growing up. I was a miserable, self-loathing specimen. But I can look back at that time and say that it brought me to a world that I enjoyed.

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  • Seriously, I find music to help get me through.

    After my mum died, the music I listened to got me over the hump. However, I had to grow up, and my musical scope became more eclectic. I don't care about modern music, I listen to the seminal material of the past who influenced my favourite bands growing up.

    At the moment, I'm feeling disappointed; and listening to dark, melancholy stuff. But bad moods do pass.

    My dad was killed in the Northern Ireland 'Troubles' and I developed survivor's guilt growing up. I was a miserable, self-loathing specimen. But I can look back at that time and say that it brought me to a world that I enjoyed.

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