Developing "special Interest"? about psychedelic research and experiences

I don't know if this thread will get pulled or not I hope it doesn't.  I self-identify as being on the spectrum. I've gone off reading and resesrching about autism since I have developed a very keen interest in psychedelics.  Not to take. But ive been reading up about a particular one since the Monday just after Christmas when a very brief conversation with a friend set the spark going. 

It's like I cannot get enough of it. YouTube,  forums, articles, studies. I bought a book by rick strassman and read it inside a week and a half. I finished it tonight so ive been looking at what other books i can buy. Ive stsrted in a youtube audio book by terencr mckenna. I've been looking online at which psychedelics I could grow in my garden. I've been reading about microdosing. I've been reading accounts of people's trips. I've been looking into how to take part in research. Reading up about the powerful effevts is changing how i see the wotld and im changing my beliefs from material to spiritual. I have only talked to one person about it all as he's very open to "talking deep".

I still wonder if I'm on the spectrum. (And it's not just because of interests... I have plenty of other reasons too...)

Does anyone else share this interest?

Has anyone got any first hand experience of this subject? 

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  • Guys there is a book by Merlin Sheldrake on Fungus - how it controls our lives and shapes our future. The Law or as a rasta would say Babylon - is soleley there to keep the truth away from us - a war on consciousness. 

    Truth - all truth - all consciousness comes from fungi. The parralel universes as predicted by quantum mechanics exist in a multi dimensional infinite Mycelium that the entire multiverse plays out on.  Babylon aka The shepherds of lies keep us under the spell with words/language... It all starts with the school nativity play. It is like like The Tower Of Babel and it creates conflict which takes away from consciousness.. Because once you see the truth aka escape platos cave, you can no longer be controlled by the spell. The spell is The Great Deception... As sung about by Van Morrison (an aspie) and Robert Fripp also an aspie, in King Crimson. 

    The Great Deceiver

    Health-food faggot with a bartered bride
    Likes to comb his hair with a dipper ride
    Once had a friend with a cloven foot
    Once he called the tune in a chequered suit
    Great Deceiver
    In the door on the floor in a paper bag
    There's a shoe-shine boy with a gin-shop slag
    She raised him up and she called him son
    And she canonised the ground that he walked upon
    Great Deceiver
    Cigarettes, ice cream, figurines of the Virgin Mary
    Cigarettes, ice cream, figurines of the Virgin Mary
    Cigarettes, ice cream, cadillacs blue jeans
    In the night he's a star in the Milky Way
    He's a man of the world by the light of day
    A golden smile and a proposition
    And the breath of God smells of sweet sedition
    Great Deceiver
    Sing hymns make love get high fall dead
    He'll bring his perfume to your bed
    He'll charm your life 'til the cold winds blow
    Then he'll sell your dreams to a picture show
    Cigarettes, ice cream, figurines of the Virgin Mary
    Cigarettes, ice cream, figurines of the Virgin Mary
    Cadillacs, blue jeans, dixieland playing on the ferry
    Cigarettes, ice cream, figurines of the Virgin Mary
    Cadillacs, blue jeans, dixieland playing on the ferry
    Cigarettes, ice cream, figurines of the Virgin Mary
    Cadillacs, blue jeans, dixieland playing on the ferry
    Cigarettes, ice cream, figurines of the Virgin Mary
    Camel hair, Brylcreem, drop a glass full of antique sherry
  • man wish I had more mates like you !!!!!!!

  • I see youre fully awake too. I only ever met one or two truly enlightened beings before. 

  • R4 thats another one I dont have Tv because I cant deal with it so I have had radio for the past ten years and radio4 is the one I listen to. Its insane how mind controlling it is its entire sequence is designed to push and pull you till you are just as confused some things are worth a listen for sure but the rest you might aswell be watchin fox news. 

  • yes it was in archives in BBC iplayer

  • It took me right to the start - just four 'atoms' in existence. :)

  • I think - the digital singularity and its clser than folk think. Humanity spit into transhumans or The useless class - return to the stone age. It is so well explained by Yuval Noah Harari. Also The BBC are on in it to. George Orwell himslef was a BBC broadcaster. The beeb has endless amounts of warnings on R4 about the whole thing. 

  • Have you seen the Alan Watts TV series from the 1950's? It is awesome. Alan as young awakened man.

  • he is a very good Zen-ish speaker. He got me into zen Buddhism. Didnt like his books but his videos are very good and his original TV series very good as well.

    Charlotte Joko Beck came next.  she is my biggest influencer

    Thích Nhất Hạnh and  Shunryu Suzuki also have taught me so much

  • I must depart I will look foward to talking again if you are around tomorrow, evenin all XX

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