I hardly slept last night after yesterdays horrible experience being told to stop stimming i ended up at hospital after self harming my arms are a mess of scars and fresh cuts but the doctor said they're superficial lacerations ( which according to google are descibed as paper cuts ) which i hardly think covers my cuts as i have very little sensation left now but also she made me feel like im failing at cutting properly and i now have the urge to cut deeper im just exhausted and empty inside, what's the point not sure why im writing on here nobody seems to take much notice of me anyway
