• Replies 35 replies
  • Subscribers 32 subscribers
  • Views 5689 views
  • Users 0 members are here
Options
Related
Hints and tips
  • To quote someone's message, first select/highlight the relevant text, and then use the Quote button that appears
  • To "mention" someone, type @ followed by the start of the forum name, and choose from the list; that person will get a notification of being mentioned

Feeling So Low

Giddy

I hardly slept last night after yesterdays horrible experience being told to stop stimming i ended up at hospital after self harming my arms are a mess of scars and fresh cuts but the doctor said they're superficial lacerations ( which according to google are descibed as paper cuts ) which i hardly think covers my cuts as i have very little sensation left now but also she made me feel like im failing at cutting properly and i now have the urge to cut deeper im just exhausted and empty inside, what's the point not sure why im writing on here nobody seems to take much notice of me anyway

Parents

  • I suppose that same doctor suggested you go get help?

    If not, get help please. Go see your GP if you have to.

    Cutting yourself doesn't help you in the long run. And certainly doesn't serve a higher purpose. It's a temporary solution and only useful temporarily (for you).

  • in reply to Blank

    she didn't suggest any help but then already under mental health team for emotionally unstable personality disorder suicidal ideation etc but to be honest they do very little i know cutting is not helpful but i can't seem to stop myself just now got back from A&E after cutting too deep it wouldn't stop bleeding got dressing on both arms but got to clean blood up from carpet and settee

  • in reply to Giddy

    To clean up blood I use ACE gentle bleach ( it's not actually a bleach but a stain remover). It reacts with recently dried blood forming a white foam.  I recommend strongly to wear rubber washing up gloves when using it. Because it irritates skin.

Reply Children