Published on 12, July, 2020
For me, loneliness varies widely.
I can be totally alone at home all day. Not speaking to anyone. Yet not feel lonely.
At other times I'm surrounded by people, all communicating, but I feel completely alone and very very lonely.
School was a loneliness nightmare. Children all around me. But I was totally alone year after year
Yesterday I felt almost ok. Heard a sad song on the radio and suddenly the loneliness hit me.
I feel very lonely right now. We have family over so there are 11 people in the house instead of the normal 5, it's loud and smelly, some one is wearing a very strong perfume or aftershave. Very soon food will arrive, they are having Indian and some of them will have meat in their meal. I want to die.
Hang in there, Song. I know that feeling, and it's horrible. I'm alone now and am feeling settled after getting back from shops full of people.
Keep in touch through the evening, if you can.
I'm alone now and am feeling settled after getting back from shops full of people.
I often feel a relief after getting back from shops full of people.