My Head Is A Mess

Nobody talks about bullying in adulthood.

The ignorance and apathy I received daily for the first part of my life is a joke. Its still there and I still do but the difference is I largely choose not to listen to it. Its a narrative which supports the continguency of type which have outgrown their use -so these people attempt to disrupt all areas of life. Even if I didn't acknolwdedge it then, people treating people badly for so long tricked my brain into thinking the problem was me and because of me. Understand we (here) are largely in the same boat. 

At work I can perform well be kind and courteous to others but I am got rid of and up paid because it is a system that doesn't support me (at the moment). I try not to let it bring me down becasue I am looking for solutions and share clarity of my thoughts with people here. Even if somedays I struggle myself.

The solution I see at the moment is raising awareness to the subtle and underhand discrimination that is going on in society towards neurodiverse people. Neurotypical people trying to control time by wasting everyone elses. This is largely what I have observed. If you don't engage, which lockdown has shown us we don't and can work from home then the world becomes a more level playing field. This can be done in all areas of life. It doesnt have to be in a way thats difficult for you.

Overwhelming feelings and emotions can scramble thoughts so your unable to process them fully. It becomes like a loop.

The start is to pull back and focus on you, going to see a therapist has really helped me. 

Nobody talks about bullying in adulthood.

The ignorance and apathy I received daily for the first part of my life is a joke. Its still there and I still do but the difference is I largely choose not to listen to it. Its a narrative which supports the continguency of type which have outgrown their use -so these people attempt to disrupt all areas of life. Even if I didn't acknolwdedge it then, people treating people badly for so long tricked my brain into thinking the problem was me and because of me. Understand we (here) are largely in the same boat. 

At work I can perform well be kind and courteous to others but I am got rid of and up paid because it is a system that doesn't support me (at the moment). I try not to let it bring me down becasue I am looking for solutions and share clarity of my thoughts with people here. Even if somedays I struggle myself.

The solution I see at the moment is raising awareness to the subtle and underhand discrimination that is going on in society towards neurodiverse people. Neurotypical people trying to control time by wasting everyone elses. This is largely what I have observed. If you don't engage, which lockdown has shown us we don't and can work from home then the world becomes a more level playing field. This can be done in all areas of life. It doesnt have to be in a way thats difficult for you.

Overwhelming feelings and emotions can scramble thoughts so your unable to process them fully. It becomes like a loop.

The start is to pull back and focus on you, going to see a therapist has really helped me. 

That is a fantastic comment and makes a lot of sense. How do I do that focus without becoming a professional victim? I watched clips of Gabbie Hanna and I do not want to be like her.