I'm worried

I'm worried about my therapist being angry or somehow negative to me for me medicating myself without consulting him. It's not fully "myself" these are meds prescribed to me by my previous psychiatrist. My mom brought me 2 more packs of those pills, that helped me at that time with a severe crisis. Then I stopped taking them. Now I had another severe crisis, which I shared with mods in email, but won't share much of it here. I was really close to do something I would regret. So I took these meds again, waiting till Wednesday (my appointment) would be too long. These meds give side effects which I don't like but being sane is more important for me. Should I just tell the doctor that I take them and not worry or should I prepare somehow? 

Sorry if it sounds stupid, it's my first ever therapy. 

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  • I think you are having/have had your appointment today. Hope it went well.

  • Thank you, yes it was OK. The doctor (therapist) said its nothing wrong that I took these meds and said its tge most important thing currently to have me tested fir autism and said he will be in touch with local clinic and I should call him in the second half of February and we will talk about it. He also suggested I can look for a clinic in other town if I like (locally) but I don't know I told him I'm terribly overwhelmed and confused and it's all too much for me. He also scanned another page from my schemes and writing. I asked him if he has any other (optional) suspected diagnosis instead of autisn, he said its very interesting question,  but he said its better to be careful with the diagnoses and he only mentioned he would give me few more alongside with autism. Local support groups all require official dx.

  • That sounds positive and I’m glad it went so well. 

    I hope you will give yourself space to rest if you can. You have done what you can for now and it sounds like you are in good hands with this doctor/therapist.

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