I went to a fair or amusement park? [Spanish: una feria] and I had a lot of fun but the moment I got home I started overthinking and became frustrated. I'm new here btw. Just decided to join this community cause I want to talk I guess. Crazy things happen in my life a lot and these recent years I've been horrible at dealing with these things. Anyway I guess I'm a bit frustrated because I felt like I wasn't fully there? Like I was there enjoying myself and talking and laughing but I also found myself zoning out a lot and feeling out of place. Like I was there for a while then I wasn't. I also felt ignored sometimes? Idk I'm just kinda rambling at this point. I guess I was frustrated cause I was like not fully there when I should've. We haven't gone in a fair for years and we finally were able to. I really enjoyed it. Had lots of fun but I just kept zoning out and feeling out of place. It's not like my family members did anything wrong it just kept happening. Sorry if this is just a weird post