I am going through a very bad patch. Even though doctors say I don't have DVT, due to stubborn blood clots I am on the same dose of blood thinners as someone who has it. I have heard blood thinners can have a degrading effect on mental health, which certainly feels true for me; I feel like I'm made out of glass.
Not helping is that I somehow pulled a back muscle on Tuesday night, and even trying to move is still painful for me.
I feel like this is all being amplified by my autism, which in part manifests as me feeling everything going on in my body and having it screaming at top volume. To my mind, I feel like all these health problems I'm having are gonna cause me to be in the ground far sooner than I should be, and that's only making me feel even worse.
I don't know what to do, what coping strategies would be effective. I feel like I've tried everything.
If other people have chronic illness, how do they cope?