30yrs of mess to untangle

Hi,

Currently at 46yo being assessed for neurodiversity.

I've 32 years of complicated mental health history and at no point did anyone think to check for neurodiversity until now.

Now that they are, I'm realising that autism is potentially the elusive explanation for how the last 32 years have played out and I'm struggling to contain intense distress over everything that could have been avoided if they'd figured this out before.

I should clarify that I've not completed the autism assessment process yet but it's been presented to me more as a 'lets get a comprehensive understanding of your autistic traits' than there being any doubt that I am Autistic.

Is there anyone that has been through similar?

Parents
  • I was diagnosed with ASD at 53 and later this month I'm having an ADHD assessment. I also have treatment resistant depression which is currently kicking me up and down the street.

    In the last nine months I've gained a greater understanding of myself but I feel there is so much more to go.

    The lack of post diagnosis care is a real issue.

    Good luck and take care 

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  • I was diagnosed with ASD at 53 and later this month I'm having an ADHD assessment. I also have treatment resistant depression which is currently kicking me up and down the street.

    In the last nine months I've gained a greater understanding of myself but I feel there is so much more to go.

    The lack of post diagnosis care is a real issue.

    Good luck and take care 

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