Published on 12, July, 2020
It's not that I don't know anything about money, but it's the ignorant and unempathetic way my family comes out with it that only adds to my frustration and makes my depression even more severe. It should occur to people that I've got learning difficulties as a result of being autistic, and having learning difficulties causes me to struggle with solving math problems involving calculation. When not struggling with math problems, I find myself struggling with something else such as recognising phone numbers and answering the phone - types of daily living tasks that are extremely hard for those on the autism spectrum. That's why I see life as unpleasant and not worth living.
Hello,
I too suffer with dyscalculia and struggle every day. I also have issues with my family not being understanding and tolerant. My local bank are very helpful and allow me more time and support to help me. I note that people with dyscalculia are often very good at budgeting while math's genius often struggle ,strange but true. I do not use nor own a phone but I regard this as a bonus as who wants to be at others beck and call?
I am sorry you feel life is not worth living but it really is. I have been out cycling in the warmth and have just enjoyed a few slices of home baked bread. I have other projects to work on later so there is always something positive no matter what the daily struggles are. Please stop being hard on yourself.