I have been taking ketamine infusions for some time now; tomorrow is infusion no. 22. I understand that integration is important and am now discussing this topic with my new therapist who I'm basically still getting to know. But the very idea of ketamine integration seems curious to me. As you probably know, ketamine induces a temporary psychotic state and the experience is prima facie mystical. How do I integrate the experience into my life without believing things which are a bit ... shall we say, eccentric? I hope that people have some sense of what I'm getting at. Should I really believe the things which are occurring to me under the influence of this drug? Is this the form that mental health takes today? Aren't we supposed to avoid schizophrenia-spectrum thinking? It seems that today the trend is to embrace it.