PIP stress!

Hi! I hope everyone's been doing good.

My family have been trying to help me get PIP as my autism, anxiety and mental difficulties have reached new heights and are actually affecting my life so much I can't go out anymore.

I haven't been out for months! I get so anxious and stressed that I now spend most of my time in my room, being around anybody but my mum causes me so much anxiety.

Sometimes I get really stressed angry and upset all at the same time. I've also got incontinent I don't process how I need the toilet and end up going just wherever, it's so embarrassing and upsetting for me.

My parents are trying to get me PIP which apparently because of the above and that I can't cook and prepare meals because I burn and hurt myself. 

I feel sad and a bit of a failure that this has happened to me. A few years ago I had dreams of turning my life around and now in the last 5 years it's gone the other way. I've even had to have assistance writing this.

I don't know if I'll be entitled to PIP but the stress of the phonecalls and filling in forms has been so stressful.