I hate being Autistic, and its ruining my mental health

I want to keep this short, but I really hate being Autistic, and its making me feel like crap.

People always see me as some Child for being Autistic. Like they don't want to say anything around me because they think im going to burst into a meltdown, or that any simple task I do is seen as some amazing act.

I feel like an Idiot, and that my Autism is too blame, I want to be like other people.

I cant speak to anyone publicly without the feeling that they will judge me, I just want help.

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  • You are Autistic. You don’t ‘have’ Autism and it’s not to blame for anything.

    if people have issues talking to you, it’s on them. 
    And learn to accept compliments on your ‘amazing acts’ as that’s often how NT people see them.

    The only person judging you is you! You are a perfectly normal Autistic person. Stop being so hard on yourself. Acceptance is where your strength comes in.

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  • You are Autistic. You don’t ‘have’ Autism and it’s not to blame for anything.

    if people have issues talking to you, it’s on them. 
    And learn to accept compliments on your ‘amazing acts’ as that’s often how NT people see them.

    The only person judging you is you! You are a perfectly normal Autistic person. Stop being so hard on yourself. Acceptance is where your strength comes in.

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