I feel useless

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to go to Uni, or form relationships, or get a job, or live independently. I don’t even know if I enjoy or am capable of anything. I know people can be happy living simple lives and not “achieving” anything career wise etc but i have practically no function. I just want to be normal but I can’t do the bare minimum and have no desire to.

I had Uni and a future career planned and I just can’t do it.

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  • There’s nothing beautiful about perfection, if you can admit that you are not perfect, then you are definitely worth more than perfect. Perfect is a pig in sty. Perfection is a flat-line on a heart-monitor. All you need to do achieve ‘something’, is to expose yourself to ‘something’, and if you practice ‘something’ for long enough, you become an artist.  
    So don’t worry too-much about the future, just get an understanding of the literal-thing that gets you out of bed in the morning, then ensure that you are exposed to it always, so that you will always be doing ‘something’.  
    If by practicing-enough you find that going to Uni is justifiable, because it will give you a better knowledge of ‘something’, or give you a easier means of developing your art, then Uni will no longer be an ideal, it will be a practical-solution.  
    The same goes for relationships just do you and keep exposing yourself to ‘something’. The same goes for living independently, if independence is a practical-solution, then it will seem as comfortable as breathing to justify.  

    I hope this is a unique enough take notice of; hell, if I write ‘something’ enough, I might even write something compelling..:’D

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  • There’s nothing beautiful about perfection, if you can admit that you are not perfect, then you are definitely worth more than perfect. Perfect is a pig in sty. Perfection is a flat-line on a heart-monitor. All you need to do achieve ‘something’, is to expose yourself to ‘something’, and if you practice ‘something’ for long enough, you become an artist.  
    So don’t worry too-much about the future, just get an understanding of the literal-thing that gets you out of bed in the morning, then ensure that you are exposed to it always, so that you will always be doing ‘something’.  
    If by practicing-enough you find that going to Uni is justifiable, because it will give you a better knowledge of ‘something’, or give you a easier means of developing your art, then Uni will no longer be an ideal, it will be a practical-solution.  
    The same goes for relationships just do you and keep exposing yourself to ‘something’. The same goes for living independently, if independence is a practical-solution, then it will seem as comfortable as breathing to justify.  

    I hope this is a unique enough take notice of; hell, if I write ‘something’ enough, I might even write something compelling..:’D

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