I believe that I'm undergoing a shutdown.
I don't wake up until, at least, 2 pm most days; and I miss out on so much.
Traditionally, I'm more productive at nighttime. As a young boy, I had no issues getting up in the morning; it was after graduation that I lost out on so much.
My expectations didn't help matters either. I was expected to have a job, wife and kids after growing up. Now, I feel like a mess.
