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I’m not good at anything, and I don’t feel wanted

NAS82520

 I don’t feel wanted AT ALL. I suck at everything I do, even things people tell me I’m good at. My whole life people said I’ve been smart, and I’m failing algebra and Spanish. And they say it’s because I’m not putting enough effort in, even though I am trying as hard as I physically can. But that’s not what I care most about. What I’m really worried about is my lack of love. Earlier this week, I have autism, and my crush does too. Earlier this week I saw a post of my crush making out with someone else, and I broke down into tears and I haven’t felt happy since. I’ve asked out about 10 people in the past 2 years and all of them have said no but my current crush is the only one I’ve ever actually loved. I don’t know what’s different about them that they can find a partner so easily and I can’t. It just makes me seem like a failure that someone in the same exact situation as me has everything I’ve ever wanted and they got it so easily when I’ve been trying as hard as I possibly could for actual YEARS. I feel so pathetic for having to ask about this on Reddit of all places, and I just don’t know what to do, I’ve never really felt like I’ve been loved at all in my entire life and I’m kind of starting to lose hope on everything. I think MAYBE it’s because of my appearance but I literally do not know where to start on fixing it because I’m so fucking ugly

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  • dont judge yourself by other peoples idea of what is good or useful... other people are idiots themselves... other systems and things maybe stupid... algebra for example is a stupid made up pointless thing so it doesnt matter if your no good at that as a smart person would know its nonsense and isnt required in the world and its made up rubbish..... 

    i dont judge the fact i got a grade G in religious education at school... and thats lower than what i thought was the lowest grade a grade F... i consider a lower grade and worse result in some made up rubbish to be a sign of inteligence. if a person says religions is made up nonsense and is likely created by schizos that talk to themselves and that became praying, then youd get a low grade in that subject but youd be totally truthful and inteligent and that would be smart...

    if you got a low grade in algebra, that isnt your fault... thats algebras fault for being a pointless made up thing that has no actual use and literally makes no sense at all.... what is A + 34 if B is 67 - A (34+B - X = Y Z* squared)? ... see, nonsense..... if you cant answer that then you are smart because your brain is telling you the truth that its made up rubbish and has no use in reality lol education system is for the none thinking, you shouldnt care what the education system thinks or says because the education system is fallen to the unthinking long long ago.

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  • dont judge yourself by other peoples idea of what is good or useful... other people are idiots themselves... other systems and things maybe stupid... algebra for example is a stupid made up pointless thing so it doesnt matter if your no good at that as a smart person would know its nonsense and isnt required in the world and its made up rubbish..... 

    i dont judge the fact i got a grade G in religious education at school... and thats lower than what i thought was the lowest grade a grade F... i consider a lower grade and worse result in some made up rubbish to be a sign of inteligence. if a person says religions is made up nonsense and is likely created by schizos that talk to themselves and that became praying, then youd get a low grade in that subject but youd be totally truthful and inteligent and that would be smart...

    if you got a low grade in algebra, that isnt your fault... thats algebras fault for being a pointless made up thing that has no actual use and literally makes no sense at all.... what is A + 34 if B is 67 - A (34+B - X = Y Z* squared)? ... see, nonsense..... if you cant answer that then you are smart because your brain is telling you the truth that its made up rubbish and has no use in reality lol education system is for the none thinking, you shouldnt care what the education system thinks or says because the education system is fallen to the unthinking long long ago.

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