I am heartbroken

Just needed to say this somewhere.

I am heartbroken. 

I am not saying who but someone very close to me said they were uncomfortable with me sometimes and it has broken my heart. I try to act normal and I try to follow the rules that I made for myself that I think a normal person would do but alas it want enough and because of my autism I have made someone I love feel uncomfortable and I cannot forgive myself.

I wish I never had autism.

Parents
  • It is very healthy that you are processing what you have been told.  It is very healthy that someone was kind enough to tell you about it too.

    Don't panic and don't dwell too long about what HAS happened, but apply your new found knowledge to improve how you will operate in the future so that you are less likely to feel like this again.

    Autism comes with challenges but it also comes with clear minded brilliance at times too.

    We are all continually learning how to get closer to our brilliant potential......stick with it.

    Best of luck and I hope your mood will pick up soon.  It sounds to me that you are going to be better than fine - in the final analysis.

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  • It is very healthy that you are processing what you have been told.  It is very healthy that someone was kind enough to tell you about it too.

    Don't panic and don't dwell too long about what HAS happened, but apply your new found knowledge to improve how you will operate in the future so that you are less likely to feel like this again.

    Autism comes with challenges but it also comes with clear minded brilliance at times too.

    We are all continually learning how to get closer to our brilliant potential......stick with it.

    Best of luck and I hope your mood will pick up soon.  It sounds to me that you are going to be better than fine - in the final analysis.

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