I wish I could go back in time, I miss everyone I've ever met

I get attached to people very easily and get very sad when they leave my life. People can't cope with my intensity but they don't understand that I'm obsessive with everything. I like to know details about all the people I know.

I've lost friends because of my autism and they are afraid because they don't understand.

I want to drink to get rid of the pain, or feel suicidal because I miss people so much and I'm lonely. It's very hard to find a friend with the same interests as me or the same enthusiasm for a friendship.

Does anyone else struggle with this?

Ryu

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  • I've been lucky in my friends. For every dozen who don't get me, NT or ND, I've met the ones that count. The ones with off beat thinking and open minds. I've been lucky, but, I hear you. It's hard to meet people on your wave length.

    I'm so sorry you feel so alone, but you know yourself drink can't fix it. Maybe, getting involved with a project helping others might. Just a thought. 

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  • I've been lucky in my friends. For every dozen who don't get me, NT or ND, I've met the ones that count. The ones with off beat thinking and open minds. I've been lucky, but, I hear you. It's hard to meet people on your wave length.

    I'm so sorry you feel so alone, but you know yourself drink can't fix it. Maybe, getting involved with a project helping others might. Just a thought. 

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