my life is very lonely since i left school when i was 16 (im now 20). i dont talk to anyone other than my mum and some online friends who i cant connect with emotionally because ive never met them (they live in america). being unable to go out by myself and go to a job or college/university has made it hard for me. how do i learn to deal with the fact that this is how it is for me? are there other people in similar situations?