Published on 12, July, 2020
im not sure what to say, i, well, i went to a gig today, a tiny one, at one point something just reminded me "im alone now and will be alone later" amd everything collapsed from that poiint.
bus home, i, well, was headbutting and punching bus window, telling everyone to *** off, would've attacked any piga called.
i was getting vigilante urges, i do have to be careful with that, its, complicated .
im, i dunno, not good, and i see how predictable this nights been,i dunno, am sick of everything and, doesn't matterr
Hi Deadsponge, Sorry to hear you're having a hard time - You may like to have a look at the mental health section of our website which has useful links to information and advice about a range of mental health issues. The information on these pages may be of particular interest:
https://www.autism.org.uk/advice-and-guidance/topics/mental-health/depression
https://www.autism.org.uk/advice-and-guidance/topics/mental-health/self-harm
If you feel that you might need some support with your mental health, you can find advice and information on how to go about seeking help, including links to other resources and details of helplines and listening support services, here: https://www.autism.org.uk/advice-and-guidance/topics/mental-health/seeking-help.
I was thinking, you may be interested in contacting a local National Autistic Society branch? Our branches offer support to local autistic people and their families. If you interesting in checking if there is a local branch near to you, please follow the link below: https://www.autism.org.uk/what-we-do/local-branches . Our branches are volunteer-led, and as such every branch and group is different. Some are parent support groups, some provide support and information to autistic adults, while others have office premises and run their own a drop-in service. You will need to check with a branch directly for more information on whether they are able to provide a particular service that you are interested in.
Hope something in these is helpful,
Best,
SarahMod
It looks like difficulty with letting a toxic friend go away, we are drawn back to, again and again, even after we know it's not good for us.
And primary goal, which is relaxation and experience is long forgotten.
to get away from this place mate, to be completely honest, it was cos i drank far too much because im an idiot, though i had my usual street outbursts before i wemt there,l
I have a question. Why did you go to that gig in a first place?
In a mood after you left that gig it's better to go on foot, you cooldown faster and get extra time to think, and avoid everyone
this won't be answered or responded to in time, take as many meds to sleep i can, not proud of self, don't like this