I am so afraid of myself, I need help ASAP!!!

This is the first time I was in a general and mental hospital, they gave me different medications, and I stopped having dark, twisted fantasies, delusional beliefs, and hallucinations. I feel so good.

I had narcissistic delusions that my former bullies were going after me and that I had to kill them, to put a stop to it, and I had command hallucinations telling me to kill them.

I am scared that I might have an extremely severe personality disorder, with PTSD features. I need someone to talk to. Please help me, I am afraid of it!

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  • I'm sorry you're experiencing this it sounds very scary for you. 

    If the meds in hospital helped could you talk to your doc and see if they can give you some meds that will get rid of these horrible thoughts?

    It's good that you feel about to talk and be open. Venting is good so always vent out when you need to.

    Your always welcome to talk to me anytime you need to x

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  • I'm sorry you're experiencing this it sounds very scary for you. 

    If the meds in hospital helped could you talk to your doc and see if they can give you some meds that will get rid of these horrible thoughts?

    It's good that you feel about to talk and be open. Venting is good so always vent out when you need to.

    Your always welcome to talk to me anytime you need to x

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