I'm feeling depressed and sad.
My thoughts are dark, struggling to see the happy things. I've been thinking a lot about if I wasn't here anymore and it's such a peaceful thought. No more pain, no more anxiety just peace.
I'm just tired of autism and life. It sucks. Never any support from the professionals. No one likes me.
It's like being a disease everyone avoids me and wants to keep away.
It makes me sad. It makes me depressed.