Feeling depressed

I'm feeling depressed and sad.

My thoughts are dark, struggling to see the happy things. I've been thinking a lot about if I wasn't here anymore and it's such a peaceful thought. No more pain, no more anxiety just peace.

I'm just tired of autism and life. It sucks. Never any support from the professionals. No one likes me.

It's like being a disease everyone avoids me and wants to keep away.

It makes me sad. It makes me depressed.

  • there is a way... a somewhat expensive way...

    i myself had been in a depressed period again and had dark thoughts, but i recently just went and had a massage which did wonders and broke the depression and relieved alot of stress and did many wonderous things both mentally and physical which showed me how much physical damage to my body stress and depression must have been doing. having a massage will break your current depression, but yeah it may come back in the future, but you can break depression with professional massage and it will also do many things and get rid of lots of tension and even improve other areas which will be going into too much detail areas if ya know what i mean, but it shows the damage stress and depression has been doing and how a simple massage can fix and reverse the damage  and make you better than you remember being.

    get a massage....although it cost me like £45 for a 60 minute session, full body sports massage...professional person, lots of experience and even worked in the NHS and has lots of education and worked with football teams before too. i guess maybe the experience of the massager is important on the effect. also does trauma discharge therapy which im gonna try next as it sounds very mentally healing. you should try it, forget pills, a massage and other services like that can work wonders and be better than any pills anyone can perscribe.