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so is this my life? all i have to look forward to?

deadsponge

i dunno, im expecting the point to be missed as it always has been, perhaps thats my fault though.

im currently just sitting on floor, listening to music, about to take meds and go bed because all i have is this bloody voluntary job, and nothing else, i dony see any friendships coming from it, not that i have a problem with anyone at work.

all im doing is just going in, working long as possible, acting a prat at times, which, well, i don't take myself seriously i suppose so no problem with that as such.

going "home" to this junkie ridden cesspit, sleeping, putting everything i can to the back of my head, not dealing with it because im getting barely any nhs support relevant to ny problems, waiting waiting waiting, working working working, 

why? even if and when i get moved to somewhere permanent, what reason do i have to even bother? yeah, im trying bloody hard to just get through what ive been going through for over a year now, but, i dunno, just dont see the point, my life will still be the same, wherever i live and whatever i do, 

im also drinking again, not getting drunk, just ,2 cans now and again but getting regular

i dunno, meds time i suppose.

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  • Hi, it can seem like we are just treading water sometimes, being alone gives us too much thinking time. Just a suggestion and I can appreciate that money may be tight. Cineworld and others do an unlimited ticket that based on how big your cinema is starts at £9.99 per month. It’s  a good way of just being out and loosing yourself in a film for a couple of hours. I book a seat not too near other people and can see others but not have to engage with them. The cinema also does screenings for autistic people once a month, maybe a way of finding our own kind.

  • in reply to Roy

    That sounds nice and relaxing for you.

    Where I am our cinema has an Autism Saturday where they play movies slightly quieter and have the lights at a more gentle brightness. I only went once with my mum but it was a lot nicer and more comfortable than usual.

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