I am very deranged with a history of delusions and mania, I am just looking for help and it's very hard to apply for one.
I want to commit suicide, but I can't take it anymore. I am sorry!
I am very deranged with a history of delusions and mania, I am just looking for help and it's very hard to apply for one.
I want to commit suicide, but I can't take it anymore. I am sorry!
hi
It all sounds like sotry of many of us here, and suicide isn't as easy as media poctures
except as is often a case
a history of delusions and mania
is what others pushed on you and made you believe and it is often miscommunication, or intentional miscommunication in order to gaslight us
don't be sorry you did nothing wrong
but if you want us to help you deal with particular problems you need to describe them
I don't know how to do patting on a shoulder very well,
if you've seen BigBangTheory episode when Sheldon is trying to comfort with 'There, there'', it looks like that