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people have seemed to think I'm "intelligent"

deadsponge

i really don't see it, regardless of being put down constantly throughout my life, by those i share genetics and nothing else with too.

i see other peoples posts, messages, anything, and so many times people just seem to think better than i do, and i just feel kind of incapable of doing anything else than surviving day by day.

then theres people who seem to think my "heads screwed on" it really isnt, though its usually been people with addiction problems that have said that, so never worth believing anyway.

ah i don't know, currently ill with potential covid, so been stuck in this hostel type place all week, can come out of isolation and back to work friday if i feel ok to.

went out earlier because im going nuts here, and did me some good mentally, did what i could to keep away from people, wore mask etc, but people didnt keep distance from me, so, i dunno, did my best not to spread anything, not that any other person bothers to.

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  • they base it on your appearance. if you look like a nerd they will assume you are a nerd.

    for example in work when i first started a guy i was talking to on the trailer assumed id be the type to have got all good grades and worked hard in school, probably based on being relatively thin looking and having glasses and being quiet and when i speak its to the point and logical and based on what is needed to be done.

    but i did bad in school, got bad grades, skipped most of it, hated the place. got lower grades than this girl who could hardly string a sentence together, tbh i found it pretty insulting the quality of people they gave higher grades than me as if they are smarter when alot of them were pretty thick and illiterate. my religious education grade i accepted whole heartedly though, a grade below anything i thought existed, a grade G lol the lower the grade in fantasy nonsense like that i consider it to be higher anyway personally. id be more worried if i got a grade A in religion instead as id definately have been suspecting i was schizophrenic if i got high grades in talking to people who are not there and dont exist lol

    anyways people see you look smart or nerdy so they make assumption that you are.... also if you look weird they also assume your smart and creative, i dressed in big gothic trenchcoat at a back to work event jobcenter sent me on once and the guy running it immediately assumed i was smart and creative just because of my trench coat alone.

  • in reply to Caelus

    i dont look like a "nerd" at all to be honest.

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