Published on 12, July, 2020
My mental health is poor. Hardly surprising as I've got a few problems like the autism and I lost my mum who was like my rock. I feel depressed a lot which I'm trying to get through but it's so hard. I have a lot of built up self hatred and at times I don't particularly want to be here anymore. Try to avoid the news because it's depressing and makes me feel worse. The rest of my family don't like me and I have no one else in my life to turn to except my dog Biscuit x
Sorry. Rant over x
HI Luna,
I'm sorry to hear how you are feeling, I thinks this forum can help give you support/let you know you are not alone in what you are going through.
I lost both parents and my best friend in a short period of time awhile ago, which drove me into serious depression - made worse by my autistic traits/difficulties talking to people about what I was feeling. But I got through it, and am still here - not the happiest person in the world by any means, but I try to focus on a few things that motivate me/make me feel 'content'. And chatting with people on here is helping a lot.
I would actually love a dog for companionship, I think they are amazing creatures and very loyal/don't judge people. That isn't possible due to where I liv, and because of my work, but hopefully one day. when I retire... I'm glad you have Biscuit, would be great to hear what type of dog he/she is, and what you do together
Hi Lee, thanks for your reply to my rant. I appreciate it. I meant to join Nas a while ago but kept putting it off but finally decided to last night. I'm glad I did. Already met so many nice people here.
I am so sorry you lost your parents and your friend. I've only lost my mum and that was crushing, I can't imagine losing anybody else. I'm so sorry xx. Are autistic traits do make things a lot harder don't they. Life can be unbearable at times. I wish it wasn't so hard all the time. Mentally I'm wrecked at the moment. I'm glad you're doing okay, hopefully you will also start to find more happiness. I'm glad you've found a few things that work for you. I'm still looking for mine. I'm hoping to be here a lot now hopefully.
I hope you do get a dog at some point. Biscuit makes a big difference to my life and I know I wouldn't be here if she wasn't here with me. She's a Labrador but cross with another dog but I'm not sure which. We go for walks together a lot and she cuddles up to me which is so sweet. She's my only friend at the moment and I'm so lucky to have her.
Biscuit sounds great. I have just arranged to 'borrow' a dog once a week to walk and play with. She is a staffie crossed with a collie, so has a LOT of energy! Will be very long walks, and she loves to chase a ball - but wont bring it back! I met her today, and will be taking her out on Saturday for 3 or 4 hours. Shrb7s very affectionate, loves cuddles and belly rubs.
I hope you can find some interests that make you happy, there are lots of people here with a wide range of passions and hobbies, maybe that will inspire you. I love researching and doing detailed planning for travel to lots of countries, and seeing lots of different animals in the wild.
Hope you and Biscuit have had a good day x
Yay! Aww Lee I'm so happy for you. She sounds a right cutie and so playful. I'm sure you will have a lot of fun with her! I find dogs are so much fun, great friends and you never get lonely or bored with them. It gives you something nice to look forward to each week as well.
I've read a lot of people's interests here already. You're all so interesting. I've been inspired to give a few things a go. Including you, travelling. That's something I'd love to do with Biscuit, maybe local first and then go a bit further out.
I hope you've had a great day today x