Published on 12, July, 2020
This evening, I left myself with too much time to kill; before the planned barbecue. I ate both at Bob and Bert's and Herron's Fried Chicken. Then I wanted to park my car beside the barbecue location. However, I cut off traffic BOTH SIDES turning right; I, honestly, felt suicidal then.
After being told to move, I went back home; forsaking the barbecue. Then I called Lifeline. And I messaged a friend, then we had a half hour chat afterwards. She suggested that I may have dyspraxia.
Now, after the darkness, I see light. I listened to Mr Blue Sky; the most life-affirming song EVER.
Stress, during the day, wore me out.
Glad to hear you managed to find some support to get you through the dark point. Hope you're feeling more recovered now.
For sure. It was being up too early, yesterday morning, and that affected my mood; too.