Mental torture

I am 39 years old. Little education no real work experience and married with child. Ive always been looked after and am scared all the time. Been told i dont have to work but feel so guilty ... ive barely ever lived and when people tell me to be happy i cant. Im beyond useless

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  • I always followed my wife. My default was doing nothinf but be on computer but do some things if asked. Now it feels like i got it all wrong ive never really been oit on my own. Life feels really alien to me and my mind is convincong me ive made it all up and had super control over things my wife payed bills. Cooked etc and i did little adulting and now im scared to death 

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  • I always followed my wife. My default was doing nothinf but be on computer but do some things if asked. Now it feels like i got it all wrong ive never really been oit on my own. Life feels really alien to me and my mind is convincong me ive made it all up and had super control over things my wife payed bills. Cooked etc and i did little adulting and now im scared to death 

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