So much has been happening in my life lately that I've got so worked up and it's burnt me out. I can hardly function. I can't sleep. Hardly eating and getting crappy suicidal thoughts rushing through my rubbish brain. My mental health is a travesty as well. So many problems which the professionals said they'd help support me with so they put me on a waiting list which I've not heard anything back from. Feels like they forgot me. I read about a lot of people with asd who as they got older their lives somehow improved, they managed to have kids and get jobs. Those are big things for anyone let alone someone with asd. But me, I just keep sinking lower and lower. I'm burnt out. Tried so hard to keep strong but I'm out of strength and energy and basically just in bed all the time crying because I'm such a failure. Ahh it sucks. I'm sure I'm not alone feeling this way but it feels like it at times.
