Hi Chris. First I want to send you positive vibes and a hug because I think you need that at the moment. I'm so sorry your feeling like this, about life and about yourself. Unfortunately life can kick you down sometimes and when that happens it can be hard to see a way forward and to keep going. I've been there many times as well. But remember to be kind to yourself, your not weak at all, I think you're a brave and strong man. Look at you still fighting and kicking life up the as! Good on you. That shows strength, character and drive.. and those are all fab qualities to have :) I feel for you regarding the mh services/system, it's fuking unreal and at times no help whatsoever. Let me down so many times and failed my little sister. Keep trying and be a pain, hopefully then in the end they will bother with you and give you the care and support you need and deserve. Until then please keep talking to all of us here, I can see that you are a liked and loved member here. It's lovely to see, shows What a wonderful person you are :)
Keep fighting. Keep being amazing. Keep being you! :)
