Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi just wanted to know how everyone's mental health is. I'm mid 20s now and in the last five years mine has been terrible and currently I'm in a really bad place. I've been in hospital four times and tried to end my life twice. I'm not proud of that but I can't help it it's just the way I'm feeling lately. My main problems are depression, ptsd, ocd, anxiety and psychotic disorder. I have medication and frequent assessments which usually land me in hospital.
Is this related to Autism or is it just one of those things? I don't know much about it.
my mental health is constantly decreasing. I started feeling this way 3 weeks ago - my anxiety is getting worse and I feel more tired every day. Yesterday wasn't a good day- a bad thing at school happened and it gave me the coup de grace. Today I skipped school because I'm feeling really bad, but I feel pathetic and a bit useless: everyone goes to school even if they feel bad, why am I so sensitive? Am I too weak? Yeah- I feel like ***. The only good thing is that today I'll finally take an appointment with my therapist (it's the first therapy session I have), so wish me good luck!
Best of luck I hope your appointment went well.