-8 at the moment... I'm usually more optimistic, but my girlfriend recently passed away in her sleep of a stroke, and every time her name gets mentioned it's as if someone has trodden on part of my soul and stamped their feet.. like all the colour just drained out of the world.
I'm going to start receiving counseling soon, and I'm also trying to help organise her funeral, which is helping me work things out of my head.
I guess my recent diagnosis is the most stable foundation that I can use to build upon, moving forward. I don't always understand my overall mood, but I know by now that the only way is up... Despite how cruel life is being to me at the moment.
-8 at the moment... I'm usually more optimistic, but my girlfriend recently passed away in her sleep of a stroke, and every time her name gets mentioned it's as if someone has trodden on part of my soul and stamped their feet.. like all the colour just drained out of the world.
I'm going to start receiving counseling soon, and I'm also trying to help organise her funeral, which is helping me work things out of my head.
I guess my recent diagnosis is the most stable foundation that I can use to build upon, moving forward. I don't always understand my overall mood, but I know by now that the only way is up... Despite how cruel life is being to me at the moment.
