Published on 12, July, 2020
I think it's a part of my Autism but I really love to hurt myself. Recently I've been burning my skin with bleach and shining a laser pen into my eye. Pain seems to make everything else feel better.
I enjoy exercising which is painful but there's a sense of relief and joy after. Some people enjoy eating spicy food which is painful but euphoric. I would caution you against doing self-harm that can have bad long-term effects or that could result in permanent damage to yourself though.