Hello everyone

Not sure how to start this, i am not very good with words, but I will try.

I have always felt different from everyone else, and had a protective bubble in which I lived. My world was magical, whilst outside it was scary. People scared me. They still do.

I found it safer to live in this Dreamworld, and would avoid people as best I could. 

My school days were a mess, because I would only do what I wanted to do. I was bullied by other children because I was strange(they're words not mine). I still get problems with  

people taking advantage of me because I cannot say no. I have been diagnosed with OCD, and traits of a personality disorder in the past. But I still feels there is more to it. Now i have undergone part one of my assessment for Autism, and am awaiting next part. My sister has Autism, it was felt I could too.

I just feel there is more to me, why i am the way i am. I'm not a great socialiser, preferring my own company. I feel crowded around other people. It's too noisy, too much going on.

Anyway, here i am. Sorry for the grammar, not good with words as I said, but I try.