Introduction

Hi anyone who reads this . Im Ade 53 years old and my autism assessment should be due in the very near future through "right to choose" after waiting years on the NHS . i am currently trying to learn more about myself after years of struggling with life in general and relationships . Life has completely fallen apart over the past few years to the point where i currently only have 1 person left in my life who will spend any time with me . I have recently dropped my mask and engage in the movements / stimming that comfort me. my obsessions are music , audiophile gear and resistance training . 

Thats all i have really i will reel off a list of how downhill life has gone elsewhere ;)