Am i ok to use this forum

Hi, 

5 years ago (at the age of 50 ) after much research i suddenly realised i had autism, the world finally made sense, i saw my doctor who agreed with me but said an official diagnosis in my area would be extremely hard to get and as i dont work did i really need one.

I have never reached to anything like this before but i am so alone.

Please tell me someone if you need an official report to be here.

I cant break any rules.