Hi,
I was diagnosed earlier this year. I feel like I may of hit the depression stage of diagnosis. At first I was pleased to be able to understand myself more, to finally feel like there wasn't anything wrong with me.
A lot of it comes from the lack of care after, In the sense of family almost shrugged it off "you're just you", "would never of guessed you were autistic, you were just you.".
It was instantly forgotten about, never discussed again, no "what can we do to help?"
I'm also struggling to get professional help as I work full time and everything is in the week during the day (Which I get).
Then I'll be so burnt out from work, I can't find the energy to read the information provided to help me. Plus I'll be so completely burnt out that all hobbies that bring me joy are not possible.
Lastly, I haven't learned to unmask. I am work, Husband, Son and who ever i have to adapt around. i honestly wish I could be a hermit for a year, just to shut down and recharge.
