What are you supposed to do with your life if you have autism?

I have a job which gives me purpose. Not because it's a job but because I care about what I do. But I do struggle at the weekends as I become very reclusive when not in work and then I get the what's the point kind of thoughts.

It's good that you don't want to give up.

I don't think anyone can tell you how to find purpose in your life. I think purpose is very personal. But I think you probably need to find a hobby or something that you care about. When you care about something, you will feel purpose. I know it's easier said than done. But having that feeling will then help you find motivation for other things. You don't have to make a massive decision all at once, baby steps.

You also mention being unsupported. Is this something you can also work on? Do you claim pip for example so you could pay for some help? You could also see if your GP has a social prescribing service. They may be able to help you find support in the community.

I have a job which gives me purpose. Not because it's a job but because I care about what I do. But I do struggle at the weekends as I become very reclusive when not in work and then I get the what's the point kind of thoughts.

It's good that you don't want to give up.

I don't think anyone can tell you how to find purpose in your life. I think purpose is very personal. But I think you probably need to find a hobby or something that you care about. When you care about something, you will feel purpose. I know it's easier said than done. But having that feeling will then help you find motivation for other things. You don't have to make a massive decision all at once, baby steps.

You also mention being unsupported. Is this something you can also work on? Do you claim pip for example so you could pay for some help? You could also see if your GP has a social prescribing service. They may be able to help you find support in the community.